| Last Journal Entry.Torn_IntoPieces july 28th 2004 - January 14th 2008. |
[14 Jan 2018|01:39pm] |
I'm Leaving GJ. I will have the Entry with all my Contacts still up. Which is Below this Entry. And I will just make it Public Just incase Anyone one else wants to add me. which i will do that. And im making This Last Entry Public as well.
Its been great being here at GJ. It really sucks that it has to be this way..
Ive been here since 2004 and ive had this name since 2004 lol.
well thanks everyone for making my GJ experince Great and Thanks to the Saff as well
ive had fun since 2004 about 5 years now. wow.
Anyways.
Goodbye GJ and Everyone.
Please Make sure You read My Journal Entry thats GOING to be Public. which will be Below this Entry
Thank You.!!
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[11 Jan 2017|12:51am] |
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I think I'm just going to leave here. I loved it here but its getting to the point were i see everyone/ communties switching to LJ or some other Journaling Place and it sucks but its just getting dead here. Im going to try to save all of my Entries but then again its just going to take too much time but i mean i do have other journal accounts like on IJ and LJ. so If any of you want to contact me and add me Please do at the Following Sites.
Aim: xAraxahx or crimescencextape
Msn: Glitter_and_glowsticks@hotmail.com
Yahoo: starsand_fairiesxx@yahoo.com
Myspace: www.myspace.com/sweetxsuicide
Xanga: http://www.xanga.com/Painted__wingsx
Lj: http://lipsticksmudge.livejournal.com/
Ij ( InsaneJournal ): http://users.insanejournal.com/__hookahlover/profile
DevaintArt: http://prettyinherpain.deviantart.com/
yeah thats alot but thats all of my contacts.
So Please Just let me know Who you are when you do contact me or add me.
Thank You.
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| SPAM ME! - This always stays on TOP.! |
[16 Oct 2015|09:19pm] |
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Spam me!. Anon whatever you want. ask me a question and i'll honestly answer.
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| Friends Only! |
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This Journal Is A Friends Only Journal Now.!
Comment to Be Added.!
Fill This out before Adding Me. Then Add Me. then i'll review your form and then Add you Back.
No Drama and No Posting my entries at any random community either, not trying to be mean but ive seen it happend and im not going to put up with that immature crap. Thankyou.
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| we were meant to be.. |
[28 Apr 2006|05:57pm] |
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Hey, well today was an alright day. fourth block we didnt have to do any work cuz there was this spring dance thing that our schools dance team did for us so yeah it was a good show. i saw a couple of ppl who i knew up there. so yeah.. im really tired. im trying to get better from my stuipd cold. i have to go to my dads tonight. so im going to see if i can like actually get some sleep and try to rest so i can feel better.. anyways i think im gonna go so i can watch 7th heaven. LOL
-ashs
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| I wasnt Prepared for This.. |
[26 Apr 2006|07:43pm] |
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Hm, well since i didnt update yeserday i figured id update now. Today was an alright day as well as yesterday. Tim came over after work last night and stayed until like 9:30. Today he picked me up from school. he left around 7:00 to go to shawns house, since shawn wanted to hang out with him so yeah. earlier he got me subway. Yum. ive been feeling crappy lately.. i have like a cold. ive had worst. but i think im getting a little better. also today we got report cards. Heres my Grades.
Geometry - D
Clothing Contruction - c
Eviornmental Science - B
Parenting Skills - B-
So yeah those are my grades. i think i did a pretty okay job. im trying to get my grades a little higher. so yeah.. anyways im going to go lay down. will update soon. Later.
-Ashs
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| Your so Fake... |
[24 Apr 2006|04:21pm] |
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Well, today was an alright day.. even though last night my thoart hurt like hell. today it still did when i woke up this morning. tim is suppose to come over when he gets off of work. i misses him much. im hoping i can go to sierras for her birthday. i have to figure out what to get her. im thinking a FOB shirt like she said she wanted but what if you dont like it sierra HUH? lol so sierra you need to tell me what you want.! Anyways last night i stayed up to like almost midnight talking to tim on the phone. hes soo sweet. i love him much. :) ugh my thoart is killing me. :( im tired too. blah. well i think im gonna go lay down. so Later.
-Ashs
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| All thats Left of Her... |
[23 Apr 2006|11:39am] |
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Hello.! hm well friday which was prom it was alright. even though i didnt really like the music they played all they played was like rap music shit and the live band was even black ppl with fake afros im like um okay.. i wish they would of played something else other then just rap shit. but w.e. it wasnt that bad. tim looked handsome! :) i liked my dress and my hair ppl told me i looked pretty and beautiful :) when i get a chance i shall put some pics up. so yeah. then before prom we were like going to go to carbabas i cant spell it sorry but that resturant was full so yea all of them were full mostly so we just all decided to go to Nergos. i had pizza lol it was good though. Sarah and John came too we followed each other or w.e. so yeah after nergos we headed to prom. so yea after prom Tim and i went to his house so he could change out of his suit, then when we got in we saw sierra laying on the couch lol i was like YAY! cuz i didnt think she was comming to jax this weekend. but yeah then we kidnapped her after tim got changed and went to my house, then i deiced i was hungry and we went to subway! YUMMY! cuz that was prolly the only place other then fast food that was open at 1 am. so yeah then tim lefted around 2am. i had fallen asleep after he left. lol so yesterday sierra helped me clean my room and i had to clean the bathroom which sucked. but yea after i clean the bathroom sierra helped me clean my room. then tim came over so we could go to wal-mart cuz sierra wanted to buy a movie so we could watch at tims house which is sierra's daddys house. so we went to wal-mart got the movie waiting.. with dane cook it was a funny movie. then after wal-mart we went to coconuts so i could get Painc! at the disco cd and i also got the Eisley cd too :) so yeah then after that we headed to sierra and tims house i stayed the night. lol it was fun. i slept with tim on the couch. lol it felt good to sleep with him it was sweet. i love him! hes at work right now. :( he gets off at 9. which sucks. and sierra is going home today too which sucks. but im gonna see if i can go to fernidna ( again cant spell that one ) for her birthday. but on her birthday its tim and i anniversy so yeah i duno. anyways .. im gonna go now cuz this is getting long.. lol sorry. LOVE YOU ALL!
-Ashs
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[20 Apr 2006|08:17pm] |
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Today was an okay day.. im kinda stressed about my grades in school but im working my ass off so im hoping its going to pay off.. After school my mom and i went to get my nails and toes done for prom tomrrow.! i deicided to get them done today instead of having to do it tomrrow. they look pretty. then we went to AppleBees and ate. it was good. Yummy. lol then tim called me before we left he was already at my house so i just told him to wait until i got home since no doors were opened and plus we were about to leave anyway so yeah then i got home and started doing some homework/makeup work. got some shit done not all but just got the stuff thats important. so yeah tomrrow is prom. im just wanting to get it over with LOL but im excited cuz i get to leave early tomrrow after 2nd. so yeah. anyways... im bored.. kinda hungry tim is sleeping lol he deicded to go to sleep.. cuz hes tired from working all day.. tomrrow he has off so yeah.. anyways im gonna go find me something to snack on i guess.. lol Later..
-Ashs
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| Time to update. |
[19 Apr 2006|10:22am] |
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Wow, i havent updated in a long while. anyways sorry i havent last weekend i went to Ga with my dad and my step mom naomi her sister gigdit i dont know how to spell her name but yeah her and her husband live there in like the country area lol but its reallt beautiful there Thomas her husband owns the land he built his house on. it was kool. i had fun. Monday i came back from ga. tim came over hes so sweet hes like i missed you soo much lol i missed him alot too. But omg yesterday i got sick as hell b/c i guess the virus my dad had got passed on to me. but it first started out with him then Angel ( my step moms niece ) got it and came home form school monday sick so her and her little brother got it and her dad got it too.. so yeah i ended up getting it yeserday so yeah i didnt go to school yeserday or today cuz today i figured id just rest cuz i had been throwing up all day yesterday which sucked really bad, but i feel a little better acutally alot from yesterday. but anyways.. yeah prom is friday. tim and i arent going to stay too long cuz i mean no offence but if they start playing that rap shit im gone cuz they did that one year when we had this fcat thing and i was like fuck that.. but yea we are just going to get pur pictures done prolly dance a little and prolly leave... lol and just go find something to do. but anyways im gonna go so i can find something to eat im hungry. Later.
-Ashs
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| Broken Angel Wings.. |
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Hey, well since i didnt update yeserday im going to update today. nothing interesting really happend yesterday expect Tim got his Tattoo its a grim reaper the start of his selve he is getting.. anyways today was a fun day i went on my feild trip to the zoo all the science classes went it was really fun i found ppl to hang with. which was kool cuz i thought i was going to be alone. but i ended up beign able to hang out with some friends of mine. Blah im really tired.. lol staying at the zoo and walking for hours tires me out. and plus its really hot out today. so yeah anyways i dont really have much else to say so, im going to go. LATER.
-Ashs
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| With Her Butterfly Wings.. |
[11 Apr 2006|03:54pm] |
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Well, Yeserday was an okay day i had a huge ass headache. but when tim got off work he called me and brought me some Subway! YUMMYYYY! before tim called sierra called my cell b.c she was bored and deicded to call me so yeah i felt speical lol then tim called and yeah brought me my subway then he was trying to get a hold of wesley this guy that lives down the street from him like he does tattoos so hes going to be doing Tims so he was trying to get ahold of him and he did so hes going to be doing his tat tomrrow. so yeah.. today was an okay day too even though i forgot my lunch money and couldnt eat but someone gave me a donut and i got a lil bit of Jess's Burger so yeah it was all good then like during lunch Jess and i went to Mrs. Turks office which used to be Mrs. Binkley.. the zip couceler which she just got remarried and had a baby boy who is soo cute but yeah anyways stayed for a little bit there then she gave me a pass to come back at like 1:15 so i could do this post testing thingy so yeah i stayed until school let out then i got on my bus and my mom picked me up from there and then we ended up going to subway cuz i was really hungry so yeah im happy i got subway two days in a row! woot! lol anyways tomrrow is a early release.. i have to go to the doctors afterwards, so yeah.. anyways im gonna go watch some tv or something... Later.
-Ashs
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| I Love Sierra ( like whoa! ) |
[09 Apr 2006|01:33pm] |
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So Like yesterday was a good day Tim came over after work b/c he was going out to eat and a movie with My dad, StepMom and StepBrother and his little friend. so around 5 we all left to go to this resturant called "roys" it was an hawiian food place it was pretty good it was like a fancy kinda resturant in the beaches area. then we went to go see a movie My dad, Step Mom and My Step Brother and his little friend went and saw Ice Age 2 Tim and i saw Take the Lead it was really good i liked it.. Once tim and i got out of our movie it was lighting and pouring down rain.. so yeah we finally got to my house and chilled until he had to go home. we watched V for vendatta or however the hell you spell it but yeah i didnt see the ending cuz i ended up getting on the here on the comp when tim left so i could wait until he got home so i could talk to him.. so yea then after a while like after 1am in the morning i deicded to go to sleep so i went to bed. so yeah and today i woke up at like 9 something and My Step Mom Naomi and i went to burger king on out way to her moms house so she could higlight my hair or w.e. so its alot lighter now then it was.. so yea then after we went through the drive thru of burger king for breakfast we went to her moms house and i got my hair higlighted and what not during that process naomi got us all wendys and yeah so now im back here at my dads.. im tired.. anyways sorry this is getting long.. will update later.. Love You All! :)
-Ashs
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[08 Apr 2006|02:00pm] |
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Hey, Hm i havent updated in a couple of days. Anyways Yesterday was an okay day. Tim and Robby picked me up from school. then we went to my house and after that we went to subway to get something to eat ate at my house then chilled
for a little bit, then decided to go to the mall. we went to the mall for a little bit i got the new lacuna Coil cd and its an awesome cd. and also i got the Narina dvd. :) i love that movie. then when i got to my house robby had to get his stuff so tim and i could take him back to my grandparents house on the way to middleburg we got kinda lost and almost ended up in daytona..LOL but we finally got there. it was fun tim drove my moms car. so yeah then finally tim and i got back to my house after taking robby back cuz robby and my aunt lynne flew back home today so yeah.. when tim and i got to my house i gathered my stuff and we headed to my dads house first we stopped at mcdonalds so yeah then we came here to my dads house tim ate but i didnt really eat cuz i just started to feel like crap i didnt feel good at all. so yeah but when i woke up this morning i felt better. anyways i might be getting a tattoo soon. hopefully its going to be a fairy i think i know what i want now that ive been thinking and searching.. but anyways.. im gonna go. so i will update later. Byes..
-Ashs
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| Porcelin Hearts and Paper Flowers.. |
[06 Apr 2006|03:23pm] |
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Hey, sorry i havent updated in a long while. well ill start from sunday i went to my grandmothers house robby and i went with my mom he stayed the night saturday night. i got some precious moments that my grandmother used to collect and i got 2 rings and a necklace. so yeah they are very beautiful :) i collect precious moments too so yeah i got some of then well i got to pick first b/c they are dividing them up among the three granddaughters which is Nicole, stephaine and me, so yeah. anyways monday i went back to school it was kinda weird being there since i missed 3 days of school. but it was an okay day it was kinda depressing cuz i didnt feel like going and yeah my grandmother just passed away so yeah.. anyways... tuesday was an okay day too i guess from what i can remember. yesterday was an okay day too, tim came over all those days to, to help with me my make up work and homework. which i finally turned in my make up work. it was alot but i got it done. today was an okay day too. i got an D in geometry which really surpried me cuz i was just like yeah w.e. im going to get an F just effin write it on there w.e.. cuz i totally failed my test that she said would on there but she ended up giving me an D. so i was kinda happy about that. so yeah. anyways i g2g before my mom gets here so i can empty the dishwasher. GAY! lol i hate doing that. :( anyways Byes..
-Ashs
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| Saying GoodBye.. |
[02 Apr 2006|12:38am] |
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Hey, well today was the furneal well i should say yesterday b.c its after midnight but w.e. anyways it was sad today but im glad shes not in pain anymore.. i hated seeing her in soo much pain just suffering.. but yeah it doesnt seem right that shes gone it just feels empty.. just empty and not the same.. but i will move on and be happy. Im so very greatful that Tim was there for me. it was a big help. such a sweetheart he is.. Sarah came to the furenal well half of it cuz she was a little late cuz of traffic and stuff but yeah.. tim and i rode with sarah and john back to my grandparents and i changed clothes and ate then finally after a while i deicded to leave so tim and i left with sarah and john and they dropped us off here at my house so yeah.. anyways.. im bored and tired.. im talking to tim on Aim now that hes home.. Tomrrow i dont get to see him cuz he has to go to work from 12-9 so yeah.. it sucks but oh well anyways blah.. im gonna go cuz im tired of typing all this lol Byes.
-Ashs
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| My Dreams Turn to Tears.. |
[31 Mar 2006|10:47pm] |
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Hey, today was an okay day i guess i didnt go to school again. Tim got off ealry today beacuse he told his work about the viewing that was tonight and the furneal thats tomrrow so they let him have the rest of today off and tomrrow off but he has to go back to work on sunday. but Yeah i went to the vewing. it was really sad. she was beautiful thought she felt cold. but beautiful. :) then like around 6:30 or so Eric, Mandy ( My 2nd Cousin ) Robby , Tim and i went to get something to eat because we were hungry.. then we went back and the time we got there it was almost time to go so yeah then on out way home Eric, Robby , Tim and I went to best buy. Eric got me a cd Bullet for My Valentine, theyre really good i like them!. :) Blah. i think sarah is going to try to make it to the furenal tomrrow im not sure. but yeah... tim and robby went to go get tims clothes b/c hes staying the night instead of having to like go home tonight and get up ealry and then come back here so i was just like he should stay the night lol but yeah. anyways im gonna go.. i will update Later.
-Ashs
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